May.12.2005

CALEB IS DEAD!!

So another boring day, although i got to sleep in - YAY! I went to work for 230pm and was there till 7pm. Then it was off to the Twins house for OC NIGHT. Only 1 episode left! I can't believe next week is the Season Finale and then there's NO OC till November 9th!!!! How crazy is that?!? And to boot, Caleb is dead! He had a heart attack and died! I mean i had a feeling he was going to be the one to go, but it was like bing bam boom he's gone! Crazy!

Its wierd...i still don't think that Amber (my cat) fully knows what happened to Matthew (her brother). Thankfully she doesn't seem to be suffering from depression! Although she still looks around the corner for her brother. And i swear i can still hear him crying to go outside from time to time. It'll be 1 week tomorrow...i can't believe it. I think it was good for me to be away last weekend. I needed to go and not think about it. Whether that has now made me suppress my feelings --although i'm sure i did enough crying last friday to last a while-- i'm glad i was able to have some fun last weekend ..::THANKS GIRLS::..

Well tomorrow i'm out to see Alicia to fix 2 of her songs for her show, and then of course dancing. We'll have to choreograph nearly the whole "saucy lyrical" and our bit for the jazz production, not to mention of bit for the tap production too! Its going to be a busy month!

till next time...